it has taken quite a few years, but i think i am now close to

seeing myself the way that you have always seen me:

competent, kind, talented, even a little bit wise

—and equal, especially this,

something i had never really be offered before.

you chose a partner, someone to share life with

but also, to discuss deep topics and to make decisions 

—together.

~~

this, the precious gift that you presented on the day that we wed

but something that i did not dare to dream that you actually meant 

for quite a few years.

my history, my culture, myself, always in the way,

but you have made me believe 

not only that i have the freedom to do significant things

but that i have the abilities needed as well

and you are happy, nay jubilant, to cheer me on.

~~

and would you believe, that i, who can usually say

just what i want when it comes to thoughts on a page

struggle put into words just how much this means

and how much you mean to this heart set free,

and how deeply and ardently i appreciate

the gift that is being yours, this healing,

and for the relationship that we now have

but you always intended

—as partners

~~

©Heather Pound 2022

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