he gave me a ring just because
he knew that i liked jewellery,
this little grandson of mine
when he was only four
marching his mum right
to a shop to spend his very own
pocket-money saved on something
i would love before my arrival.
insisting that they come inside
the airport to collect me,
not just wait by curb outside,
he handed me his precious
gift before even giving
a hug. ‘this is for you!’
and my heart exploded in a
thousand little pieces
of joy, much like the feeling of
holding him for the very first time.
and i forced it on my finger vowing
to leave it there—until it broke
after only a couple of days
and i had to make excuses the rest
of my visit about how i was keeping
it safe so i could show his grandad
and uncles when i went home, still
telling him i loved it every time.
when i asked six months ago
if he remembered buying me
a special ring, he didn’t. i suspected by
then he wouldn’t, but that’s just fine
because i still have that ring tucked up
in my jewellery box
the one his mother gave me with
my initials etched on the latch.
and there it will remain
as long as i’m alive.
heather pound 2025