on the very last visit, (the one before the call and the rush to her bedside to wait)
she said, “why don’t you just take it,’ and pointed to the teeny golden shape behind glass on a shelf that she knew i eventually wanted.
(she must have somehow known her time was near)
an elephant, one of many gifted to her over the years by those who knew she had lived in a village in rural south asia
and loved these gentle giants back when they would amble through the village, and one must be aware that tigers still roamed free.
yet this pachyderm was made in a different exotic place, formed with the shells of bullets from a despot’s terrible reign.
it was repurposed and brought by her son (who later became my husband) and treasured ever since —a reminder that love always, always conquers hate.
and now it sits near my bedside, next to the photo of us mere minutes after he got down on one knee to propose to this widow in south asia, but in an urban place
where we later lived and rubbed shoulders with women inexcusably harmed and were honoured to watch them remember that love conquers hate every time.