Author: heatherpound

i tend to float away

up, up, up into the atmosphere

like a helium balloon on string

 

not even noticing down below

to see what the body that is

left behind is doing.

 

lost in the clouds i drift, and

sometimes ponder deep and

thought provoking things and then

 

often i create. but sometimes it is

worry and cares and thoughts that

distract, dominate and eventually

 

distress. so, in moments like these

i must shake my body awake to reach

up tippy-toes high, fingers stretched

 

to grab ahold of strings

 

and pull myself gently back down

to earth, with kindness and care

and then offer myself the ointment of this

 

present moment, noticing all that is miraculous

within. because while beauty may be observed

from clouds, feet-on-earth grounded is

 

the space where all five senses engage and

that combined lovely may be absorbed into bones,

while perspective is gained, breath upon breath.

 

the here-and-now, this moment, is where

balance is restored. and while later i might

begin to drift away again,

 

that tether will remain.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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it is no small thing

to wake with sunshine

in your heart

 

to feel fresh morning rays

and anticipate the day to come

 

to experience peace in the early,

misty light-

 

this is my ardent wish

for you.

 

that the nightmares are gone and

do not bleed into the day. that the

things that are past are

historical alone

 

and do not pertain to your present.

 

you have worked so very hard and

come incredibly far, and while this

thought might

sound insignificant

to some,

 

to you it would indicate healing

deep and wide and strong

and free.

 

so, may this morning arrive soon,

and may you face that day,

and the next,

and the next

from a place of rest.

 

i believe in possibility

and i trust this day

will come

 

even if you cannot

                  —yet.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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try not to fall into traps

of thinking that leaning into

something that disturbs you,

that you can do nothing about,

 

and letting the ‘upset’ build,

is actually doing something

to impact the problem.

 

it is not. it is simply robbing

you of peace that your soft

self is in desperate need of

wearing and does absolutely

nothing to impart change.

 

other than to change YOU,

adding to stress, stealing

calm, thieving away

precious moments of life.

 

so, where do you trust? How

do you make sense of good

and where does your hope

come from?

 

because the bigger your

trust, the stronger your

peace. this is where the

source of true strength

and influence lie.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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we are like

droplets of water

clinging to leaves

 

who sometimes

feel we are only just,

barely holding on

 

but in the quiet rays

of early morning fresh,

we sparkle and gleam

 

even in those very first

beams of dawn, and transform

into an element of beauty,

 

glorious to all who pause

and take the moment to notice,

we simply required the light

 

to shine

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i pour the coffee

while the kitchen clock

that ticks too loud tocks

 

and settle into my

comfortable chair

while you sit in your

spot that is closer

to the window.

 

and although we

don’t say all that much

we are aware that the

 

other is there. and i glance

outside often as the

morning rays paint

pictures in multicolor

beyond the windowpane

 

and think to myself

the importance of things

like these,

these rituals.

 

moments that mark

the days, that slow

the galloping pace

of time. the anchors

that remind us that

we are right now,

right here and

introduce

peace.

 

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you hold out your hand

and say, ‘come.’

 

quiet and simple,

the invitation ripples

through my mind

 

and i remember then

that while the waves

are high and the waters

deep, that you are always

greater still

 

and that while there are

many mountains now that

i have climbed, that i did

not face a single step alone

 

and so once again, i put

aside fear and doubt

and more than a little

bit of pride,

 

while fully knowing and

accepting that

this will lead me beyond

my abilities alone,

 

i step out on the water

and fix my eyes on the face

above the waves.

 

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then after the winter,

i went for a walk in spring

and noticed signs of life

all around.

 

sparrows and seagulls and

even a flock of black swans

at the far end of the beach.

 

water sparkled and people

passed. trees bowed their

greetings and the breeze felt

like the start

of something new.

 

and my heart sighed deep

and long with the reminder

that i am, too,

connected.

 

and the cobwebs that had

gathered in winter loosened

and melted away in sun.

 

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it’s uncomfortable,

this part of you that wakes up again

with pins and needles sharp and has

you stamping the floor to bring back

circulation.

 

this part has raised its head sudden

and fierce, and while you know that

it must breathe, you worry that

it will take over entire.

 

but this is only a portion

of who you are,

remember this.

 

you are so much more than this place

that carries this sadness, this pain.

you have parts that co-exist

that are celebratory and loving

and beat with purpose strong.

 

sadness, or whatever the feeling

uncomfortable is, is not your entirety,

not your name.

 

and so, do not just swallow back down,

you can let this speak courageous,

let it share its tale to process.

honor it well and thank it for

the role it plays on behalf

of the whole,

 

but then you can lift back up

your head

and also remember the parts that

are full of joy.

 

because the difficult emotions are

only part of who you are, but

nevertheless they

must be heard.

 

—you can release the bottled-up emotions inside that you’re afraid to feel, because they are not all of who you are.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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you are a warrior, ready for battle

day by day and i ask you how you

find resilience in the midst of all

that you carry, including acknowledging

the sorrows of those that you fight for.

 

you stop and ponder before the

answer comes confident and you say,

“you know, it’s a matter of

remembering that i am not alone.

that no matter what i may face

others are with me,

 

and staying humble enough to

allow others to tend my wounds

when the fight is fierce.” for

battles are not meant to be

faced in solitude, but in the

strength of community.

 

this, the key to going

the distance.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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the unlearning

of all the things that you

never wanted to become

 

perhaps they were thrust

upon you, perhaps at the

time you knew no other way

 

but now you have the chance

to choose, intentional.

 

you hold all of these up to light,

examine them careful and say,

‘this thing i thought was part of me

was something that i learned.

 

it’s not who i am intrinsic,

and knowing this now, i now can

learn to let it go.

 

let it wash away in water clean,

restored.’

 

what a powerful place, this space

of intention deliberate, freedom.

this position that was yours from

the beginning had you only known.

 

but now that you do, you will never

live thoughtless again.

 

Heather Pound 2023

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