he gave me a ring just because 
he knew that i liked jewellery,
this little grandson of mine
when he was only four

marching his mum right
to a shop to spend his very own
pocket-money saved on something
i would love before my arrival.

insisting that they come inside
the airport to collect me,
not just wait by curb outside,
he handed me his precious

gift before even giving
a hug. ‘this is for you!’
and my heart exploded in a
thousand little pieces

of joy, much like the feeling of
holding him for the very first time.
and i forced it on my finger vowing
to leave it there—until it broke

after only a couple of days
and i had to make excuses the rest
of my visit about how i was keeping
it safe so i could show his grandad

and uncles when i went home, still
telling him i loved it every time.
when i asked six months ago
if he remembered buying me

a special ring, he didn’t. i suspected by
then he wouldn’t, but that’s just fine
because i still have that ring tucked up
in my jewellery box

the one his mother gave me with
my initials etched on the latch.
and there it will remain
as long as i’m alive.

heather pound 2025
grief is an awkward companion.
just when you think you finally
understand his bewildering ways

or are immune to his
painful influence at last—
he pops right back up again
unexpected

he is the relationally clumsy
uncle who concerns by
never being able to predict
what he will or will not do
at the latest family wedding

will he behave, will he hide

or will he dance the night away
limbs akimbo, people staring?

will he offend his tablemates
completely unaware
while all he wants is to be who
he is, do whatever he needs to do

to be accepted and allowed
to breathe?

he does not need to be socially
embraced to be legitimate,
and if he is not invited
more often than not,
he grows unpredictable indeed

—what might it look like if we
were just allowed to grieve?

heather pound 2025

Photo by Vijendra Singh on Unsplash

when someone 
makes a comment
shares an opinion
provides a suggestion
offers their perception

do not let your many pores
absorb it through your skin
into bloodstream red to cycle
right inside your beating heart

no matter who they are

without pausing to evaluate
the truth, the application
or validity
of their words

—always reflect upon
the opinions of others
rather than leaping
to internalisation

heather pound 2025
why do i ever worry restless, anxiously fret
because your mercy, your grace
your intricately woven plan—
it never loses a stitch

never is deformed or leaves a gaping hole.
because you, the expert weaver
know exactly what you’re doing,
you know what you have planned.

as the Master Creative you graciously lead
my paltry attempts to step into your
footsteps great

and while sometimes i feel as if i’m
hacking through the thickest brush
dodging thorns, creating a path

your footprints are already there
sparkling and clean and clear
amidst the mud and muck

you have the path,
you have the way
and all that i must do—is look for you,
spot the evidence of your presence great

and to know
you never meant me to wrestle with this
alone

o Master Creator,
help me to lift my eyes
from a heart that’s proud
and remember that nothing
has ever been made
without you.

heather pound 2025

Painted by God, viewed from my kitchen window.

I’m quietly wrestling with a new book project. This is written from my heart, but I hope that it encourages YOURS whatever is percolating in your heart today. Tapping into whatever is creative in you, placed there in the image of Him—that’s often where we find the most connection, feel the most meaning.

you fight and resist,
ignoring the deepest parts
that want to hold on, remain
in control, predict the outcome

but I tell you this—
although it may not feel like it 'til then
there is no better space to find yourself in
than beyond what you can do

arriving at the moment where you
can finally say “if You don’t come through
—then I’ve got nothing”

this is the place of miracles
unlocking your heart to
the Father who smiles and says
“ah, this is where i wanted you

all along. now i will part the waters
push back the sea, rid you of the
enemies that pursue threatening.

because i am here
and i am good
i’ve got this situation
in impossibly capable hands
and you will have my peace”

heather pound 2025

Photo by Hannah Bates

if they had told me 
what it was really like,
those days and days
of endless routine

the wiping of noses, the frequent tears
feeding, bouncing, bathing, toileting
not enough sleep
endless dishes and washing of clothes
repeat upon repeat

if they had explained
that i would spend
hours just sitting, child on lap
feeding, comforting, entertaining
tired

that my body would never be the same
and really my mind as well, since you
are never too far from my thoughts
hardwired

i might have thought twice perhaps
—but it wouldn’t have mattered
as i met you one by precious one.

i did the math and i spent
three full years of my life
uncomfortable with child
to gain the four of you

nevertheless, i would
do it all again, no hesitation
to marvel at, to cherish, adore
to watch grow
the treasures that you are.

heather pound 2025

My very first Mother’s Day.

you are my second chance.
you sometimes catch me staring adoring, amazed
you probably think i’m a little bit strange

but for a heart that was bruised, undernourished
cast aside,
you are an anchor, a safe haven
a place of trust, of peace
a well that runs deep

i catch your eyes in private moments,
not quite so open as mine,
but deep, utter, abandoned joy—reciprocated.
all the more precious because you chose to let me in.
always present, but not so carelessly strewn about
like mine

second chances are rare,
sparkling precious like the sea in the afternoon sun
never, ever unguarded
not from fear, but worth
we know the value of what we have

heather pound 2025
did you wake today
with pile of burdens
pressing down heavy
even before your feet
reached the cold floor?

(you are not alone in this
for i have felt it too.)

do you know the psalmist
once metaphorically said
that the Source of Love
collects each tear in a bottle
records them in his book?

as i read this recent
i observed that
it never said only the tears
that were worthy,
somehow selflessly shed.

these are not the perfect tears
in the bottle, holy
crystal clear

no, these are all your tears
every single one
because the Giver of Life
understands your pain

he sees, he cares
about the depths of your ache
and longs to wipe every tear
away

and one day he’s promised
he will

the frost will melt
the dawn will come
hold on for this marvellous day


heather pound 2025